i would like to dedicate this page to those who were hurt by love ones, to those who never get along with this damn life, to my so
called true friends(thats if there is any exit), to my family who is still counting on me, and last but not least to you my dear.
At once i never thought i would be here, but it seems there always a time for everything. it seems that this life divided people into 2 categories, the first
those who are hurt and humiliated, the second,those who walk over us
laughing, smiling as if nothing happened. life is unfair, it never was,and i
guess never will be as long it smiles to those who hurt us and gives us its back.
i know many of you will say life still going on ,sure it does, but it will never be
the SAME. life will never stop for anyone grief, nor will it gives a damn about
our dreams. it is just a matter of who is going to survive .
Oh, hi guys. sorry that i had to start like
this, i know this is not something that u would like to read, but im
sure they are many who feel this way. at one point i thought i was
the only one who was mistreated by this life, but indeed they are
alot worse. so if you are one those welcome to the club, if you just
want to know more about me , welcome as well.
ok now lets talk about me. yes me. well, first let me introduce my
self for those who dont know me. my name is ( Ali, many of my friends call me Shaggy) . born on july 21 1979, my sign is cancer. im studying computer tech, and electronic eng and telecommunication networking.
i am orginally from a country called yemen. it is a very pretty country in the middle east.
My Wish List
this is going to be along list. but im going to try to keep it short.
my first wish is for my parents, that god bless them. many of us
dont realize the importance of parents. i want to thank them for all
the engery they expendedin raising me , i want to thank them for
being there for me when i needed them. thank u dad for letting me
make my mistakes because u had enough confidence in me to
know that i will learn from my mistakes . thank u for serving as a
great role model. i look around and see those who did not have
such positive people in their lives or the common sense provided
by their parents and i feel blessed.thank u for providing a roof
over my head and nourshing meals so that money was never a
concern. u give me all the advantages i could ever hope for. thank
u for the education outside the classroom for teaching me right
from wrong.from HALLAL AND HARAM. and for allowing me make
my own choice. oh one more thing my mom, thank u for the
ASSED that u used to make for me.
i also want to take this opportunity and ask u guys to pray for my
dad. ALLAH YA RA7AMO, AMEEN.
To my friends, thank u all. thank u for being there for me even if i
didnt tell u what was bothering me, being there for me made all
the diffrence.it is true when they say that the rule of friendship
means there should be mutual sympathy between them, each
supplying what the other lacks and trying to benfit the other,
always using friendly and sincere words. a faithful friend is the
medicine of life. and i thAnk all of u who always stood with me.
even though u are only few.
WHAT DO I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT LOVE.
"""please note this is how i feel"""
**please don't come and ask me who hurt me""
for those who dont knwo me im a psycho . well im that kind of
person who likes to analysis everything. i always believe that
there always a 2 sides for any story, or issue.
ok love, this is a word that has it is own world and creatures.if u
ask me about it, honsetly i will tell u that this thing called love
doesnt exsit at all. i believe that we adopted this word to our lives
with wrong definition. to me love is selfishness.it is because u love , u need that person to love u and only u and u
cant share. another thing, love supposedly to be something
wonderful, pretty ...etc. however, if we really look at it and think
about it. what do u we gain from this damn love. ok lets see, pain,
cry, war, hate ...etc. i can see many of u starting to get angry, so i
better stop before u guys think im really crazy hu. alot of those
who know me , wouldnt think this is me, i always talk about love in
a nice way hu. but guess what, here is the other side of the this
love story.
ok now lets say somethign good about love? sounds good hu?
this damn word frees us from all the weight and pain of life, dos
it?if u have to think about whether u love someone or not then the
answer is NO lol, just kidding. when u love someone u just know.
it is better to be hated for what u are than to be loved for what u
are not. thats why i always say , be real. to love means really
nothign, to be loved it is something, to love and to be loved is
everything, and thats what we are missing most of the time., i was
born when u kissed me. i died when u left me. i lived few weeks
while u loved me. brb
when i came to write i thought this maybe the last time the world
my hear from me anymore. so if this may to happen or
not. i love you all and you too my dear.
im back, but this time im back carrying tons of pain on my back. i
just wonder why god created heart for us, to love, or to be loved
or to love and to be loved for a short period of time. i
always thought love was permeant. it hurts to knwo that i
misunderstood the meaning of it.it is really true that love is a
foreign language, only few can understand it, and the rest
mispronounce it.the greatest pains to human nature is the pain of
love. to know the pains of power, we must go to those who have
it, to know it is pleasures, we must go to those who are seeking it.
the pain of power is real. the pain of power is love. love is pain.
love is pain, cry, stress, misery, loneliness, and suffering .life
is divided into the horrible and the miserable, though, i can keep
loving my lover even if hurts me forEVER. the heart always think it
knows better,it even calims that it can see whats invinsible to the
eye.life is divided into the horrible and the miserab. you pick. my
life now has no no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and
yet they expect me to be happy.though i thank god. they always
say if u suffer , thank god, it is a sure sign that u are a live. and
believe me If I had to live my life again, I'd make the same mistake
and love you again,but this time only sooner.i tend to live the past
because most of life was there. so dont expect me to forget.and i
can tell u, neither the snow, nor the wind, nor the glooms fo the
night will ever stop me from loving u.
destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice. yes a
CHOICE. it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be
achieved. you hear me, to be achieved. sometimes we have to
scarify to fulfill people expectation, but thats nothing compare
what you can scarify for love.to betray your love is a crime. and i
really hate the this idea. and if i had to choose between betraying
my country and betraying my love, i hope i should have the guts
to betray my country. i hope you all can forgive me, because i cant
forgive my self. it is true that your self is the worse enemy. the
weak can never forgive. forgivness is the attribute of the strong.
my god shall wipe a way all the tears from my eyes. and there
shall be no more pain. neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall be
any more stress.
(looking up the sky, rised my arms up and screamed your name
loud)i want history to tastify my love to YOU.
GOD BLESS ALL OF U
I thought i finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I thought i finally found the one
Who makes me feel complete
We started admiring
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin
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