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My Letter To "Kim"
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Dear Kim,
I have so many emotions going through my mind right now, I really dont know how to put into words what I need to say.
I guess I will start by telling you that this is not a final goodbye because you will forever live in my heart. Not a day passes that you are are not in my thoughts.
Kim, although we were aunt and neice by blood I always felt like you were my sister and best friend. As children and then as adults we seemed to overcome our troubles by turning to each other for comfort and advise.
Kim, I miss you terribly and I am so sorry for the pain and heartache you suffered the last six months of your life. Some say you are in a better place now, so I guess I am selfish because if I could turn back time, you would be here with us.
Kim, I need to apologize to you for not relizing the danger you were in. I swear to you that if I had known he was going to follow through with his threats I would have done anything possible to keep you safe. I suppose I didnt believe his threats because we was raised to be caring and loving women. I just didnt ever imagine he had so much evil in him. Kim, I know I dont need to ask for your forgiveness, but I had to tell you this thinking that somehow it would help me deal with my guilt.
Your mom and Larry are doing as well as expected. When you died a huge part of your mother went with you. It just tears me up to see her with so much sadness in her heart. She could no longer stay in Joliet. The memories were just to painful for her but you will be glad to know that her and Larry have moved home. We are close now and I really feel that we have gotten closer than ever before. Her bad health is under control for now. The drs. can give her medication for her bad heart but noone can heal the broken peices that Tim has caused her to have by taking you away.
Larry is learning to cope with his injuries. We can thank god that he survived his attack.I really dont know what your mom would have done if she lost him too. Sometimes I wonder if his pain is worth it to him, not the pain from the physical injuries but the mental pain he suffers deep inside from not doing what he set out that morning to do, which was to protect you from any harm. He is called a hero by many people and I know that you are watching over him.
The kids are all getting so big. I dont need to tell you how proud you would be of them because I know you are watching over them everyday and gently kissing them goodnight like you always did.
Kim, I know you hate the thought of them being apart. Your mom did keep her promise to you to take care of Nanny if anything ever happened to you. All the kids know that their grama and grampa are always there for them and that they love them all so very much.
Joey is with his dad where he wanted to go after you left. Kori and Timmy are with aunts and uncles. We all let the children be a part of deciding where they wanted to go. Please know they are all taken care of. Kim, you are the one that gave the children the loving heart and soul they have when you gave birth to them. You taught them the values they have and I can see more of you in them with every inch they grow. I can promise you that not a second passes that they do not want their mother and you will forever be with them. Kim we love them more everyday and will always have our arms, hearts and homes open for them.
I have waited two years to write you this letter. The time has now come that I hope you will be able rest in peace.
Kim, the long wait is over now and justice has been served. He can never hurt anyone else you love again. Tim is spending the rest of his miserable life in prison . He was found guilty on the second anniversary of your death and I cant help but feel that you had a part in that. You really are an angel. Always know that even though we cant see, hear or touch you, we know you are with us all. Every person on this earth that you left behind misses you more everyday. It is our strong love and dedication to your memory that has gotten us through this horrible nightmare.
I love you and miss you, Kim
Love Aunt Toni
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