My little big brother forever and always

Hundreds of pictures

Memories that wont fade

Whose lives you've changed

Completely left unsaid

Only thing left to say is

*until we meet again*

He was always the one who expressed himself...

He took life day by day...

Handled everything with pride,

I can still see his smile,

I can still hear his laugh.

I will never know why his life ended...

I just know in my heart his love is with me,

I feel it when I hurt,

I see it when I cry.

I think of him every second of the day - everytime I see his favorite color ..I think of him

I sit here wondering where life will take me...How far can a person travel without losing hope?? Things promised....Things broken.

Why didnt i pay more attention??

I could have stopped him.. I could have saved him

Now I've lost him..Forever I will love him

He did not die alone..A piece of my heart and soul died with him

A piece no one can replace.

I have faith for tomorrow..that tears of happiness are real...

May I cry them i beg? and with a kiss they can be sealed?

When the nightmare is over..when the book closes its page...

when content my life is...when begotten is the rage...

I thank him for his existance...I'll NEVER say good-bye

But in my longing heart ..forever I will try....

I love you with all my heart...I miss you more and more everyday...

My little big brother Forever and Always

clouds.....one by one fill the sky...just like these tears that fill my eyes......

A heart of gold stopped beating,�

two shining eyes at rest,�

God broke our hearts to prove,�

He only takes the best.

God knows you had to leave us,

but you did not go alone,

for part of us went with you,

the day He took you home.

To some you are forgotten,

to others just part of the past,

but to us who loved and lost you,

the memory will always last.

**How do I say goodbye to what we had..the goodtimes that made us laugh outweighed the bad. I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever's gone away - it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. I miss you

iF tEaRs cOuLd bUiLd a StAiRwAy..

aNd mEmOriEs a LaNe.

i'D wAlK RiGhT uP tO hEaVeN..

tO bRiNg yOu hOmE aGaiN-

nO fArEwEll wOrDs wErE sPoKeN..

nO TiMe tO sAy gOOd ByE.

yOu wErE gOnE bEfOrE wE kNeW iT..

aNd OnLy gOd kNoWs wHy

If I knew the way..I would take you home..

xox I love you josh xox

Do not stand by my grave and weep... I am not there... I do not sleep... I am a thousand winds that blow... I am a diamond glint of snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awake in the morning hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circling flight... I am the soft starshine at night.

Do not stand by my grave and cry, I am not there... I did not die.

What a life to take....what a bond to break...Ill be missing you....